Kenapa?

I am missing someone I am not suppose to miss.

Dia tak dapat lupakan kisah lama.

Saya pula masih lagi jahat.

Lantas kami, maksud saya, saya, saya yang tipu diri saya sendiri, dengan menyatakan saya tak perlukan dia untuk meneruskan hidup saya. Maybe dia mengatakan perkara yang benar (bahawa dia tak perlukan saya), namun saya tahu saya menipu ketika saya melafazkan perkara tersebut.

Macam mana saya nak jadi mukmin, kalau saya menipu diri saya sendiri?

Saya tak sepatutnya merindui beliau, tapi saya merasainya.

Saya jahat ke? Atau saya hanya orang yang tak tahu menghargai apa yang ada?

Moralnya, jangan lah menipu.

Kalau kita buat seribu kebaikan, orang akan menyanjung kita. Tapi kalau kita buat satu kejahatan selepas kita membuat seribu kebaikan, orang akan tetap mengutuk dan menghina kita atas satu kejahatan tersebut.

Ada peluang lagi ker?

What can I do?
Will I be getting through?
Now that I must try to leave it all behind
Did you see what you have done to me?
So hard to justify
Slowly it’s passing by

Forever and one
I will miss you
However, I kiss you
Yet again
Way down in Neverland
So hard I was trying
Tomorrow I’ll still be crying
How could you hide your lies
Your lies

Here I am
Seeing you once again
My mind’s so far away
My heart’s so close to stay
Too proud to fight
I’m walking back into night
Will I ever find someone to believe?

Forever and one
I will miss you
However, I kiss you
Yet again
Way down in Neverland
So hard I was trying
Tomorrow I’ll still be crying
How could you hide your lies
Your lies

I need help. T_T someone help me, before I help myself…

5 thoughts on “Kenapa?

  1. i think the one with the right amount of power to help you now is yourself. missing sumone you shouldnt be missing, its sumthing many people do..they get over it eventually. maybe you would, too. *^^*

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